I beileve it was a month ago now, a month ago quiet precisly, since I started this journey to a place that can’t be found. It can not be found because it is not a place but a state of being. What that state of being that was? Well, I wanted to be true. To be who I really am and experience it, and in truth what we are all made of is something as simple as love. I wanted, and still want, to find true love. But love is only ever true if it is free. Therefore I needed to find a way to be free in order to find love. And that me friends, is the truth that we all seek isn’t it? Just love?
That is why I left. That is why I am still going. Right now there is no place where I find myself more free than on the road. Therefore that is where I will be for now. A vagabond running, looking for the God that is within. A bit contraditory i know
But that is how I will ge to know God, I shall go wherever the wind takes me and I shall do so freely. And with the hope that one day I will come back and be able to love you in the way that I want to, freely, truly. That is my way. And it is beautiful.